Us At First by Paige Lindsay

Author:Paige, Lindsay
Language: eng
Format: epub
Tags: Carolina Rebels Series
Publisher: Lindsay Paige
Published: 2017-05-11T04:00:00+00:00

“You’re an idiot,” Carey and Logan say simultaneously.

My shoulders slump. We’re holed up in my room and I just revealed that I had sex with Ian three times, each time better than the last. The last time was dangerous, though. We had just finished when we heard a car door slam shut. His dad was home from work. We had to hurry to dress and then Ian had to take me home. How I didn’t cry when we said our goodbyes, I don’t know.

“Why?” I ask.

“He obviously only wanted you to come to have sex,” Logan says.

“No, he didn’t. Even if he did, I wanted it too. What’s so wrong about that?”

“You’ve met him twice,” Carey points out.

“But we talk every single day!” Why does everyone keep ignoring that? It matters. It makes a difference. Suddenly pissed off that they don’t see Ian the way I do, I say, “If you can’t be semi-supportive, or at least have a good reason, then don’t say anything at all.”

They are quiet for so long that I’m positive they aren’t going to say anything else.

“Was it good? Was he good to you?” Carey finally asks.

“Yes to both. He was perfect.” I look at Logan with a glare. “He gave me a bazillion chances to change my mind and tell him to stop.”

“So, what now?” Logan asks.

I shrug. “Nothing. We’re the same as always. Just friends.” That’s all we can be right now. I want more at some point, but I don’t know when that will be. What we have now is enough for the time being. Even if it’s not, it has to be. We have no choice.

“Is he going to try to see you again?” Carey follows up.

“Yeah, but we don’t know when yet.”

“This is weird, Syd,” Logan says. “Y’all obviously like each other, but you can’t be together. He lives in another state. You lost your virginity to him. You’re with him without being with him. It’s almost like an open relationship.”

I frown. I do not like that comparison at all, and I hate that it seems to be the one that truly fits if you ignore that we’re supposed to be only friends. All I can do is wait until we’re older and hope things will change then.

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